Fear and Regression

Fear and Regression

last words are cruel
spoon fed tears
I lie
cheat, realize in my own
wonder full deceit
every time I blink
the clean sleeves
eat me, inside
the reptilian monsters
invades the soul
the true ugly comes out
when she knows not to then
could have
regrets pass by
but my soul
spits new ones
it passes me by
the luring attraction
the commanders
the lost and the frost
brothers and them girls
Hemingway did all he could have done
inside he lies
my hair gets dyed
love and lure
I know what makes me happy

these days are all about loss
I fought no one, the blues spill
over to the corner
all the restrictions
time flys by
as if it didn't exist at all
inside a fun zone, inside the mimicry
the off shoots
I sold real for tokens
a little approval
people who get them selves down are always down
the power, the love
nothing exists in me
I bought every word from the master
I
stand alone
to nowhere
in Amelia's Comfort
I to exist to lie
and deceit everyday
like my mom
and the sun I shun
run away to glean in to with an extra set of eyes

love down, love down
the decimal system and everything in them
the screwer tasted so good
screw her
ass and fine wine
quiet time
don't zone off, no love parade!
I am me she says
inside her mind is the
white on white
mixed taboos
drink and Wynne
love parade
the only thing to do
I go insane
to thee
I write 100, just that much love poems
why aren't you happy
the boys dream
is torture
it's fatigued
get me out of this prison
of mud and dust
the sewage system
disintegrates